4/28/20: HELTER SHELTER – WHEN IT KNOWS YOU ARE AT HOME W/ STEVE GONSALVES
MONOLOGUE WRITTEN BY CLYDE LEWIS
There is an ancient theory that has been held by the Egyptians that the magnetic influence of the Sun and the orbs known as stars, the alignment of planets and the synchronization of time influences the way mankind goes about the business of being human. There are old sayings that are found in the Bible that state there is nothing new under the sun, and the old axiom that the more things change the more they say the same.
Literally, it means that we have all experienced this before and that if you are feeling a sense of a major cosmic confluence of Déjà vu, you are most certainly not alone.
If one can master the stars, and how they were positioned hundreds of years in the past we could probably use the ancient theory and the celestial movements as a way to read our future.
The theory holds that when we are born into this world the atmosphere penetrates the lungs into the absorbent infant body. The heart is then activated which vitalized the blood with the much need oxygen for nourishment. This becomes a constant for as long as the body nourishes in the environment, consuming various foods for fuel and using the brain as a computer to gather information needed to further the use of regulating power and aid in the spiritual and mental evolution of the child.
The child slowly matures into adulthood and it appears that much of who they are depends on how their environment accepted them at the moment of birth. There is a collective repetitiveness that transpires over centuries and if we treat the brain to history we can use it as a possible oracle for future events or even describe how the planet and the entire consensus can be experiencing a collective form of retro causality or in some instances synchronicity.
Look carefully at today’s contemporary history and notice that we also have been seeing the same thing happening with regards to potentiality and the idea of what I call retro causality, as if the event happens before the cause. We have this massive déjà vu and this massive memory hole where we somehow have forgotten history only to have it replaced with other history.
Beginning in 1347 through the year 1354, the Black Death, one of the deadliest pandemics in human history, said to have killed possibly two thirds of the entire population of Europe, not to mention millions all over the planet.
Controversial new research suggests that contrary to the history books, the “Black Death” that devastated medieval Europe was not the bubonic plague, but rather an Ebola-like virus.
History books have long taught the Black Death, which wiped out a quarter of Europe’s population in the Middle Ages, was caused by bubonic plague, spread by infected fleas that lived on black rats. But new research in England suggests the killer was actually an Ebola-like virus transmitted directly from person to person.
The Black Death killed some 25 million Europeans in a devastating outbreak between 1347 and 1352, and then reappeared periodically for more than 300 years. Scholars had thought flea-infested rats living on ships brought the disease from China to Italy and then the rest of the continent.
Medieval descriptions of the Black Death sound like the hemorrhagic fever caused by an Ebola-like virus. Such fever strikes fast and causes blood vessels to burst underneath the skin, bringing out welts, similar to what British medical texts from the Middle Ages describe as “God’s tokens.” Texts dating from 14th-century Italy provide extremely detailed and consistent accounts that describe visible swellings called buboes that developed predominantly under the skin around the groin and armpits.
The liquidization of internal organs that causes excruciating pain in Ebola victims matches the descriptions of historical autopsies on plague victims, which similarly describe internal organs being dissolved along with the appearance of a black liquid that flows out of open wounds.
In the wake of the first outbreak, Europeans learned that quarantining infected families for 40 days was effective in stopping the spread. Such a measure would not have worked if the disease were transmitted by rats which are the popular theory on how the disease was spread.
Also, the 40-day period was enough time to ensure the disease finished its incubation period. One of the difficulties in controlling the Ebola virus is that its symptoms start to appear only about five to 22 days after exposure. Therefore, people who appear perfectly healthy could be carrying the lethal disease.
It is uncanny that this took place 666 years ago. Timing is everything and numbers are meaningful because of what they represent.
666 of course is the number that indicates the rise of the beast.
Weeks before the COVID-19 shutdown, I was noticing surveyors in our yard marking their territory and then moving on to the parking area marking with orange spray paint all kinds of numbers and measurements.
It gave me an odd feeling because it seemed so random, especially when we were all about to go on lockdown. There has been a bit of construction going on all up and down our street crews are putting in new sidewalks.
As the weather has improved, I have taken in the sun by stepping out of the apartment occasionally and I ran into my neighbor. He also wanted some sun. We were catching up because many of us have been pretty good about staying indoors.
I do have to head into work every day and on the weekends, there has not been too much to do.
I asked my neighbor about the surveyors and he said that there was a rumor that in about 6 months they were going to demolish the apartments. I said, well that is one way to get us out of the neighborhood. My wife has lived there long before me and I told her that someday I would hope to get us into a house – if not to rent one, to buy one.
Of course, it has been difficult and moving of course is never a fun affair. Now, with COVID-19 restrictions, we have spent more time at home. My wife and I go out to movies, we sing karaoke together, we go out for dinner and now with all of the venues closed, we are just at home either resting and I am watching all kinds of TV.
Binge watching has taken up a lot of my time and sometime I find myself unable to sleep and since my schedule is geared towards late night – I get to sleep anywhere from 3 to 4 in the morning.
Lately though it has been more and more difficult to sleep and I have been having some very vivid dreams when I eventually collapse from exhaustion.
One night I had a dream that seemed so real – I have questioned whether or not I was truly dreaming. I often wonder if I awoke and in a sleepy stupor experienced something terrifying or worse still, experienced sleep paralysis.
The experience is still foggy at best.
I heard at first what I thought was our house cat meowing as he was in distress. Then after a short amount of time the meows turned into a child yelling “mommy.” I could see in front of me a white ball of plasma darting through the staircase. It was the staircase in our apartment. I then felt as if I was sliding down our stairs into our living room.
The front door opened and standing in the doorway was a huge shadowy figure. Before I could take in another breath – the shadowy figure came out towards me and walked through me. The door slammed and I sat up in my bed.
It was so real, I sat up in my bed for what would be 15 or 20 minutes wondered what had just happened.
It felt very real—I then fell back to sleep.
Ironically when I woke up the next day I was reading in the Drudge Report that many people were having nightmarish dreams because of what Psychologists call “anxiety” over the COVID-19 reports.
I knew this was more than a dream – I thought that maybe it was sleep paralysis or some other malady that is associated with vivid nightmares.
A few days later, I was awakened at 5 A.M. I had a bout of nausea that was keeping me awake and so I went into the bathroom and took an anti-nausea medication, I stared at the mirror with that “I feel awful” stare when I heard something that sounded like a growl.
I immediately thought that it was the cats downstairs maybe playing or fighting so I went downstairs to check. The sound of the growling was faint—it then sounded like someone in pain.
I was worried that perhaps one of the homeless neighbors in their little tent city had been attacked so I cautiously stepped outside the door of my apartment to listen. I was standing out in my gym shorts shirtless looking at the tent city, and waiting for an indication of someone that may be in trouble.
I immediately thought that if the sound was heard again I would record the it on my phone.
There was nothing but I stepped back into my apartment and I heard it again. I heard the words, “Wake up get out of your house now.” It was terrifying. I kept my recorder going until I couldn’t understand what the voice was saying.
I told Ron Patton my producer about what was going on and wondered if being at home more made me more sensitive to perhaps hauntings or even something more diabolical.
It was normal for me to encounter ghosts—there have been all kinds of encounters that I can put in my resume, anything from being attacked by a ghost to watching one push a chair at a diner saying “I will not sit down.”
It was two weekends ago that my wife was upset about something and I was wondering what I did or what had happened. She said to me that she was worried that something – some entity had attached itself to me.
Now mind you, I had not told her anything about my experiences prior to her telling me this. My wife is very psychic and an intuitive and was very concerned about the possibility of attached entities that are harming me on various levels.
Her concern got intense and for a moment I thought my wife was losing it but then the cats started to jump around and growl and hiss—like something was in the house.
Suddenly, my wrists began to itch and Janine could see what looked like a Pentagram form on my left wrist. I grabbed my phone to take a picture of it but the minute I snapped the shot – the five pointed star began to fade. I could still make out some of the star but it certainly had a burning itch to it.
My wife immediately jumped to light some smudge sticks she had in the house. The weird part is that they would not light which added to her anxiety. She calmly and sternly commanded that whatever was in our house to leave. She said to me to run upstairs and take a hot shower.
When I returned she had prepared some oils that she used to anoint my body and it certainly felt as if something had been lifted from me. She again commanded that whatever was attached to me to leave.
Since then there has not been any strange activity going on in the apartment.
At least not to my knowledge.
I have been asking myself would I have noticed these things happening if I didn’t spend as much time at home? Is this the result of some sort of cabin fever?
I haven’t felt the same since – in fact I feel the same as I did after the so called ghost of the Zodiac Killer attacked me at the Martinez Gazette during a ghost investigation.
I needed to do some research on what exactly was going on – my wife believed that somehow I had what she called a Cree-demon attaching itself to me and I told her that I did not know what that was. She wondered If perhaps the demon was Antioch – the same demon that followed a guest we had on the show who visited Skinwalker Ranch.
I told her that I would say that it is a “cacodemon”, which is a demon that somehow attaches to an object, house or a person.
I have studied them before as many of them can attach themselves to people but it is through the command of someone else; basically, a sorcerer that practices chaos magic.
Cacodemons are actually demons that by and large are released during a plague and they move from house to house to attach themselves to articles of clothing, furniture, and animals.
Rarely do they attach themselves to humans but sometimes they do.
Cacodemons often appear during times of plague and suffering. They usually are leftovers from the 12th century. They also interfere with dreams which would explain a lot about how many people are having very strange dreams during the lockdown.
They are the product of a diseased and vial spirituality – they are trying to hijack the zeitgeist and no one is immune from their appearance. They are literally the demons of apostasy.
You may feel that this demonic apostasy is not harming you now, if the demonic army exists and they are on the march–they may not even reach your city or neighborhood, but their potential for harm triggers the primal fear and creates the need for man to act primal, to tap into his bestial nature and become an unwitting survivalist.
Most of the reported dangers today are being exploited and magnified in order to trigger physical and emotional response.
All of the attacks and plagues that await us are becoming tools for political and religious control. They are guaranteed to trigger memes in people. These attacks and threats of disease and plague can be used as complex psychological operations, carefully designed to convince those who are already prone to apocalyptic fantasy that their world is on the brink of collapse and that a new world awaits them in the future.
The possibility of danger has triggered an upheaval in the public consciousness. The crisis created relies on the dissemination of certain political, religious and emotional memes that overpower the need for rational consideration of evidence and probability of such things actually doing harm at all.
The danger, while very real, could easily be diffused. However, we do not hear of the solution until it can be either marketed or exploited for the sole purpose of getting people to sway in a direction that may be just as harmful.
If there is a demonic war happening, then it is evident that the possessed avatars are far more organized now, and that they are in positions of power. They also have armchair warriors who cheer on the carnage and criticize those who see the perpetual human sacrifice in acts of war.
When we mix this demonic infestation with apocalyptic overtones Jonestown, Ruby Ridge, Waco and other calamities are all prologues. They were mere rehearsals to the more dramatic eschatological scenarios to follow.
The cult dynamic being used to dehumanize those who wish to practice faith is evident.
It was reported that an Archbishop of the Catholic church was worried that COVID-19 would create a viral evil as many faithful Christians were unable to take communion on Easter Sunday.
Carlo Maria Vigano, an Italian archbishop of the Catholic Church who once served as the Vatican’s diplomatic representative to the U.S., called upon his fellow clergy to perform a “mass exorcism” just before Easter.
Vigano, who has opposed the shutting down of church services to slow the spread of the virus, wrote in a public letter, “In these modern times of terrible tribulation, when the pandemic has deprived Catholics of Holy Mass and the Sacraments, the Evil One has gone into a frenzy and multiplied his attacks to tempt souls into sin.”
Vigano posted a 1,735-word script for the exorcism in English and Latin online. In part, it reads, “We exorcise you, all malignant spirit, satanic power, attacks of the infernal adversary, legion, concentration and diabolical sect, in the Name and Virtue of Our Lord Jesus Christ… From now on, do not venture, most perfidious serpent, to deceive the elect and sift them like wheat.”
Vigano railed against the closing of Italy’s Catholic churches due to coronavirus, stating his belief that the Catholic leaders had abandoned the church’s followers, hidden behind walls and showed that “God is of no use” during the pandemic.
What is most concerning about the return of the Cacodemons is that when the attach themselves to people they often tell their hosts that they are of no value and that they would be better off dead.
In fact, Cacodemons are what spawned most if not all of the vampire and werewolf stories as many of these legends were created during the Black Death.
Believe it or not, the Cacodemon also has a relationship with the cosmic trickster – a demonic influence that tricks you into evil schemes that either teach you or trap you.
The Trickster has another name – “The Joker.”
It was 666 years ago during the times of the plague that people were first introduced to the clown.
The clowns were actually a commentary on the outrageous features that were seen on plague victims.
The clown face of course was pale, with enlarged red fat lips and exaggerated tassels or buttons that looked very much like the purple and reddish buboes on the body. The clown was a comical form of the corpse like victim that had the plague. Pale face exaggerated lips purple bruises and bulbous growths down the chest and body and the blood going to the feet creating a massive swelling.
This may be why many people associate the clown with death. They eventually evolved into the Cacodemon – that which attaches to objects animals and humans.
Anymore, we are beginning to see that mysteries and riddles are hidden in plain sight. Those with eyes wide open are beginning to see that the world is one big paranormal carnival and that standing there waiting to take your tickets is a fresh-faced devil that will tell you that you have entered a graveyard disguised as a circus with cute ballerinas and cartwheeling clowns.
